6.11.2012

First Day

Today was a special day for you.
Your first day of Summer School!!!!

We woke up early (on purpose), ate breakfast, GOT DRESSED, 
and headed out the door around 7:25am. 

At school, we ran into some friends of ours right away. 

Inside, we were surprised to see even MORE people we know.
Jaymee, Alyssa, Trevor, Abby, and some girls from karate class
all attend the same summer school as you.

I walked you all around the school.
We found your classes.
We picked up your snack bag.
We selected the place where we would meet after school
when I would pick you up.


Then we went to your first class. 
You found your name at your seat. 
You were SO excited. 
It was adorable! 



I took a picture of your class as I headed out the door for home. 

At home I was bored without you. 
Sure I had plenty to do, but I never realized how boring 
things are without you around. 

Sometimes I have one day without you, 
and I take good advantage of it. 
But this is different. 
I know I'm going to have DAYS ON END
with no Nibbys to play with... I don't know what I'll do with myself.


When I was FINALLY able to pick you up from school, 
we went straight to shopko down the road for a back pack for you 
to take to school and keep your papers and snacks in from class to class. 

It was so cute the way you knew just what kind of pack you wanted
because "all the kids have them, Mom."

We got delicious pizza- half my favorite, half your favorite - and then went home!


At home we ate pizza and shakes by the pool. 
Then you swam like crazy. For hours. 


You even took some pizza in the pool with you! 


I tilled my garden, moved some plants around, planted some new stuff, 
made a row for flowers and planted those seeds, painted rocks to label 
the garden rows, and watered it all down before we had to pack it up
and head off to karate. 


Karate was GOOD. And on the way home I stopped to 
take care of Uncle Jeff's place for him. 
While I was feeding, putting out dogs, tucking them 
into their room for the night, feeding, watering, and tucking in 
the chickens, chicks,and goats in the barn, 
you FELL ASLEEP in the Jeep!

Once home, I was able to carry you in, 
lay you in my bed, change you into your pjs,
and tuck you in without you getting up! 
That has not happened since you were a baby!

It was just that good of a day. 
I can't wait to do it all again tomorrow! 

6.10.2012

Pool Time

After a bit of a downer day, Saturday,
and predicted temps into the 90s for Sunday, 
we decided we needed to get you a little water action for your own yard.


Of course, your Dad wanted us to fork out the big bucks, 
have a hole dug into the side yard, and order an 18 foot, year round
pool to be delivered and installed ASAP!


Thanks to Mommy we still have all our savings intact. :)


And you have an EIGHT foot, easy set pool, 
that only took us about three hours to put up, 
including the leveling of the ground and the hour it took to fill. 


It was well worth the sweat equity when we were finished.
The two of us sat back in our lawn chairs with our ice cream shakes
and giggled at how happy you were, how cute you are, and all the 
funny oh-so-boy things you say when you're playing. 

6.09.2012

Swimming @ Jay's

Tonight we were supposed to go to the outdoor theater with Jay.
But after a long and rough day, we decided to hang out instead. 


Aunt Julie said that Jay wouldn't mind the change of plans,
and she invited us to come over to their place and swim.


Since this is one of your FAVORITE things to do (swim and Jay's)
and I knew I could really use some Aunt Julie time, I gratefully accepted.


Uncle Kevin grilled delicious dinner for us. 
You were, of course, thrilled to sink your teeth into 
some fresh corn on the cob!


You and Jay had a blast,
and my day went from nothing going right
to everything being more than fine!

It was a good kick off to a long summer of
spending time with some of our favorite people! 

6.07.2012

Bay Beach

 Last week we went to Bay Beach a couple of days.


First with Steven and Cindy (the neighbors).


The second time we went with Nina and her kids.


I'm amazed at the rides you will go on this year! 


You went on the scrambler for your first time.


and your second, third, fourth...


Most amazingly, you went on the scat!
It is the scariest ride at Bay Beach
and you loved it. :) 

6.06.2012

Pet Walk '12


This weekend we did the BAHS annual Pet Walk.


We were going to take both dogs,


but Apple ended up going into heat (finally) 
and there was no way she was going to be 
a good candidate for a huge dog walk.


Yuki was glad to attend. 



Much to our surprise, your Daddy joined us as well!


You were so proud to have your pug doug with you.


She did SO well. 


YOU did very well, yourself on your first 5K walk!


We thought we would certainly be carrying you and Yuki by the end.


But not one bit. You both drove on straight through the finish.


It was a really nice walk for all of us,
and we helped raise some money for our little furry friends.


Pug pretended she was pooped. But she really wasn't.
Her pink piggies were just making her feel a bit diva-ish. :)


6.01.2012

God?

So, I'm not sure if it's been the events themselves that have caused you to start wiggling around like you are in your Faith, or if the events were strategically placed just so that you would start questioning and growing, but whatever it is, you are on the move!

I've made a promise to you this week that I would not blog about your personal and private business. You were concerned about sharing some things with me because you were worried that I would blog them and everyone would know. :)

So in keeping with my promise I will not list the events specifically that I think have led you to where you are right now. But I will say, you have been asking some pretty big questions. Things that I didn't ask or wonder about until I was in my early teens.


A few weeks ago, right before our night time prayers, you asked me if I needed you to believe in God. You said that you were thinking maybe you only believe in Him because you'd been told to. When I told you that it is my job to teach you about Him, and it's completely up to you if you want to invite Him into your life in any way, you asked if you could stop praying out loud with me, or if that would upset me. I assured you that you did not have to pray with me anymore. And so you stopped.


I was not worried about this one bit. I know Who created you, and Who He created you for. I expect you might go through these things, and I like you doing it sooner than later. ;)


About a week later your friend Luke was baptized and you attended. 

Later you asked me if I thought Luke did it because it was fun, or if her really believed in Jesus.

Some personal things happened in your life, and you really started to break it down. 

Almost nightly, we would crawl into bed to read our horse book, and you would open up the flood gates asking,

"what if I'm not on God's team... how do I know... look at all the wrong things I've done... all the times you've sent me to my room in my life... why don't I feel better when I just tell you what I've done wrong... how do old people KNOW God is real... how could Jesus have really come here... is it okay if the only reason I want God is so I don't go to hell... do kids really have to care about all this yet..."


It's been fun. 

I say very little. 
I know you know the answers to the majority of these questions. This is what I've been teaching you, knowing it wasn't connecting in your heart quite yet. Now is the time for all that connecting to start. And that's God's business. I'm just praying and listening. Smiling and breathing.

I'm so grateful to be on this journey right next to you, watching your own. 

I love this the most of us, yet. 



5.18.2012

A Mess of a Catch Up

We really are still living. I just haven't taken pictures of anything in awhile. 
Sadly, I've had to use my phone for most of my pics lately, 
because I don't even carry my camera with us.

Spring is in full swing. We've had some beautiful weather. 
We neeeeeed to get the starter garden rolling. 
It suffered a lot from freezing night temps, since we planted it, 
followed by sorry neglect. 
We have finally gotten our bird feeders up and ready.


They were so easy and fun to make...


And best of all, it doesn't matter if the squirrels ruin them because they are free!


We have been spending a lot of time with Gwin, of course. 
I always have you help me catch her, groom her, 
and sometimes do her ground work with me. 
You only want ride her a couple of times a week. 
But you are still in your lessons with Linda, 
where you ride Julio or PJ at her place.


You really are a great rider. 
You're learning a lot and even though you don't always LOVE the shagging,
grooming, tacking stuff, you always love to go and see our girl.

You have been doing very well in school. 
You're working on the beginning stages of writing short stories and poems.
Yesterday you wrote your first full poem all on your own. It reads like this:
"I had a cat named Boomer
He fell of the cowch
He fell on the vacum
He sed owch"

So cute. And true!

This was your first short story. I had to be about something you have done. 
It also had to have a title and the main idea in the first sentence:
At The Beach
I went to the beach. Jaymee is my best frend 
so I brote her too. I soe some ded fish laying in the
sun at the edge of the water, so I swame over them.

You made an illustration at the bottom of the page to go with the story.

I'm so proud of your writing, and how far you have come.
Copywriting is borring, for sure. 
But I am too amazed at the progress you've made with 
penmanship, formatting, spelling, and punctuation to ever let you stop. 
In fact, we do it more now than ever.

We are in an addition memorization holding pattern with Math. 
We moved past addition and all the way through subtraction before 
I realized that you are a super fast counter 
and had very little of your single digit facts memorized. 
I thought I could teach them to you in a week 
(because you learn everything else so easily) 
but habits are harder to break than learning new things come easy. 
So I am just feeding you with practice and waiting. 
We're in no hurry.

We have kind of dropped off science 
for this first month back to your last third of first grade. 
A few reasons, but mainly because we did SO much science this year 
(way more than the requirement) 
and your summer schooling will have science every day for six weeks.

We are mostly working on getting you through 
your first grade curriculum before summer school begins. 
You will be going to public summer school four hours a day 
for three weeks in June and three weeks in July. 
You have awesome classes in summer school, 
like Camping with Books, Outdoor Summer Games, 
I Want to Be a Scientist When I Grow Up, and Reading Adventures.
These classes will count for the school subjects that each of them 
are accredited for, so we will not do "homeschool" fully during those six weeks.

We enrolled in a new virtual charter school for next year. 
This program will allow us to continue teaching you as we want 
and to choose all of your curriculum, 
but at the same time will be accounting for your schooling, 
keeping track of your progress, testing you, 
and giving you at least the accreditation of a public schooler.

You have not been officially enrolled in school at all yet. 
Because of your age, you would be considered a kindergartener this current year.
Kindergarten isn't mandatory in WI, so we have not had to file with the state yet.


This coming year would be our first time to enroll you as a homeschooler, 
and having looked into the Wisconsin Homeschool Association for any changes
as well as pertinent information to our introduction, 
I learned some things I was not so comfortable with. 
Mainly, that Wisconsin has little to no standards or accountability 
for it's homeschoolers, and the homeschooling parents are 
doing all they can to protect those "rights". 
This, I'm afraid, may end up being at the expense of the homeschooled kids,
which is NOT what we want for you.

This new charter school was a huge, timely, 
and pretty miraculous answer to prayer.
We are past three steps of the four step process of enrollment and acceptance. 
It looks like we will most likely be in, and I'm so glad.

More random news: 
You've made a couple of new friends between karate and my small group. 
This Sunday we are going to your friend Luke's 
baptism and barbecue celebration after! :)

Oh, and everyone in your life pretty much calls you Kevin now.

Here are some pics of your sewing projects I promised:



Your first, and still favorite. Pigeon.


A couple of cut outs waiting for you.

You asked me the other day if I knew any boys who liked to sew like you.
I told you, 
"yes, but none of them want to blow up what they've sewn the way you do." :)

I know this is kind of a jumble of mixed information. 
But I've been piecing it together here and there for a couple of days,
and don't have time to go through it and iron it all out. :) 


Just needed to throw in an update.


You're the sweetest!Love you.


5.09.2012

"sew" cute

A few weeks ago you created some Super Spy Arm Cuffs 
for you and Jaymee to play with.

You cut the many pieces out of felt and brought them to me
to ask me to stitch them for you.

As I stitched you watched the entire process, 
inquiring as to whether I'd ever let you learn to do 
such a thing on your own. 

And of course, I promised.


So, you've been "sewing". 


You love to create things
and stitch them together in your own creations.

In these pictures you are sewing a 
little pillow for your stuffed 
mini cat, Tab, while we all watch
American Idol. :)

Soon, I will photograph your little stitched works of art and post pictures for you.
Adorable.


5.07.2012

Spring


I've been thinking about the past couple of years 
and how far you've come.


Remembering back to how you struggled with yourself
once you realized that you are God's and meant for so much more 
than you ever could imagine.

Once you knew you were better eternally 
than you could ever live up to in flesh. 

How you would cry and tell me that you didn't like yourself,
that you hated the way you couldn't do the right things.
How you beat yourself up and sounded so much like 
Paul, in the Bible.

How I prayed and pleaded with God to help me
to help you.


And I'm sure your struggles aren't over.
I'm sure you will fold and wonder and cry and maybe even self loath again.

But for now, you are in such a sweet season. 
So happy and true and alive. 
You've really grown.

You are proud and humble.
Strong and kind.
Wonderful and wonder-filled, 
in awe of our God,
in you.


And I really did feel like there might be 
no end to your pain and trouble at some stops.

But this clearing is a lesson to me:

God is working you out.
He's got you.
He loves you more than I can 
and is not going to let you go any more than ever I would.

I see SO much of you, your Dad, myself, and our God in your eyes.
And that makes me breathe deep and smile from the inside out.


5.02.2012

Things I Walk in on:

These were a concoction of yours...


and Sarita's.


I walked in on this "project" in the screen room and shook my head. 


You and this flour, sugar, salt, and water thing... 


and new you're recruiting members into your club.
Good thing you're great at cleaning up after yourself!


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